Remembering Our Firstborn Daughter

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  1. Jae Lou

    Jae Louپیش 4 ماه

    All I will say my big brother who we lost at birth is keeping your baby girl brynn company ❤️.

  2. Gergelyné Újvári

    Gergelyné Újváriپیش 5 ماه

    You are a very nice family and Emma is so adorable. God bless all of you an your little Angel too!

  3. The Rashidies

    The Rashidiesپیش 5 ماه

    Great vlog - thanks for being honest and real. Unfortunately this was our first year when we remembered our little one also. Thank you for bringing awareness. We do the same rotation with our girls toys also 🤣💕

  4. Chaos of mommy life

    Chaos of mommy lifeپیش 5 ماه

    I love how real you guys are.

  5. Diana Feltner

    Diana Feltnerپیش 5 ماه

    the adams family

  6. Hel Bateman

    Hel Batemanپیش 5 ماه

    I couldn’t watch this when you first uploaded as I knew I would cry. We lost our little man and we always light a candle in his honour too. Sending so much love your way. 💙

  7. Mayson Persson

    Mayson Perssonپیش 5 ماه

    I remember watching you a long time ago, I think I found your channel just after you had Brynn. I love seeing you now and am so happy for all of you, and for the twins to have you as parents! I'm sure your first girl is watching over you

  8. Kimberly Watson

    Kimberly Watsonپیش 5 ماه


  9. d3qp34fjg4gi5sjg Idksorp5

    d3qp34fjg4gi5sjg Idksorp5پیش 5 ماه

    You get a drug for those bites? I got a bunny bite when I was very small and I never got that!

  10. Maxine Sandoval

    Maxine Sandovalپیش 5 ماه

    I’m crying I love you guys!❤️continue to pray for yall

  11. Roberta Ward

    Roberta Wardپیش 5 ماه

    I would give my last breath so she could have all her firsts

  12. Brylee Ashtyn

    Brylee Ashtynپیش 5 ماه

    I’m new here and I’m not trying to be rude but,what happened?

  13. Kimberley Ann

    Kimberley Annپیش 5 ماه

    We lost our first baby last month at 24 weeks due to a placental abruption. I watched you both go through the loss of Brynn and it broke my heart, now I can relate to your pain and it does not go away. They'll always be in our memories and they'll always be around ❤️ Congratulations on the twinnies! You both give me hope ☺️

  14. Kacey Partin

    Kacey Partinپیش 5 ماه

    Also a cool idea you can do is get a Brynn candle and light that candle every year

  15. Kacey Partin

    Kacey Partinپیش 5 ماه

    You might have to get a first age kids for your diaper bag!! With toddlers there always getting hurt plus with the twins .

  16. Leann S

    Leann Sپیش 5 ماه

    I love you took her to the doctor after she got bit, I got bit by a rat about 4 weeks ago and still haven't gone and I am very overdue a tetanus shot.

  17. Karly Frey

    Karly Freyپیش 5 ماه

    One of the costumes almost looks like a dress an amish female wears.🤷🏻‍♀️

  18. Emily E

    Emily Eپیش 5 ماه

    Praying for you guys love you 😘

  19. Vin Vlogger

    Vin Vloggerپیش 5 ماه

    Sorry I missed your video. I've been in the hospital the last 5 days. I'm trying to catch up now! Good vlog! We love you Brynn.

  20. Lilys Forever

    Lilys Foreverپیش 5 ماه

    Oh my gosh I love this please keep on going I will pray for her you guys are amazing when my mum lost my younger brother. It was a hard time but we pulled through he would have been 6 today!

  21. Juliana Martorina

    Juliana Martorinaپیش 5 ماه

    I just subscribed I’ve been watching you guys since your first video but I haven’t subscribed I thought I did but I guess I didn’t love you guys and miss her ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  22. Memories

    Memoriesپیش 5 ماه

    My birthday is on the 15th of October and people are always so sad on my birthday!

  23. Barbora Losíková

    Barbora Losíkováپیش 5 ماه

    It si an antibiotic. I am alergic to it :D

  24. Jenny Widener

    Jenny Widenerپیش 5 ماه

    🕯❤ For Brynn!! From one Angel Mama to another!! Our babies are remembered missed and loved always!

  25. Lauren Sexton

    Lauren Sextonپیش 5 ماه

    Are you gonna be the handmaids tale?!?!?!?!

  26. Korilyn Tinney

    Korilyn Tinneyپیش 5 ماه

    ive lost a baby brother 19 days later i understand your [pain he was 19 days old and yours wasnt even a day im so so sorry

  27. 「ItsMini Cookie 」

    「ItsMini Cookie 」پیش 5 ماه

    Good u got another baby

  28. Tonya S

    Tonya Sپیش 5 ماه

    Our second was born in Heaven this month. Praying for you all.

  29. Maggy Brewer

    Maggy Brewerپیش 5 ماه

    Tonya S I’m so sorry.

  30. Olivia Zoe

    Olivia Zoeپیش 5 ماه

    Omg can I just say that Emma is the cutest baby on earth 🙂🥰

  31. Mummy bree and addy

    Mummy bree and addyپیش 5 ماه

    Handmades tail!!!!!!!

  32. the noob

    the noobپیش 5 ماه

    OMG let me tell u guys this if u know someone who is visually impaired are blind October 15 is also white cane safety day if u don't know what I mean IRgos it insupport of the visually impaired community Also I am visually impaired

  33. Connie DeShazo

    Connie DeShazoپیش 5 ماه

    Cycling her toys, SMART.

  34. Carrie ALDC

    Carrie ALDCپیش 5 ماه

    Brynn Caroline, that’s my name ♥️

  35. Jamie West

    Jamie Westپیش 5 ماه

    Rachelle I would like to speak to you about something. But, privately what's the best way to do that?

  36. Suzy Kauffman

    Suzy Kauffmanپیش 5 ماه

    When I was a Nanny, the Mom rotated the toys like that. It worked so well! Great idea!

  37. rita polk

    rita polkپیش 5 ماه

    I'm sorry for the loss of ur sweet baby girl I love ur channel such a beautiful family 💗❤️

  38. Vera Shular

    Vera Shularپیش 5 ماه

    Yes. It is an antibiotic. My kids when they were little called it the bubble gum medicine. We lost our baby granddaughter on 2/8/19 at 23 weeks. They are now going to fertility Dr.

  39. Jessica Robertson

    Jessica Robertsonپیش 5 ماه

    I cried like a baby when yall lit the candle for your sweet baby girl in heaven. I am glad Emma is doing good after the bite. I hope that medicine doesn't cause her to have upset stomach and diarrhea. Love yall...😊❤😘

  40. Beauty By Erica

    Beauty By Ericaپیش 5 ماه

    Yes that’s a antibiotic

  41. Donna Griffith

    Donna Griffithپیش 5 ماه


  42. Callie Thompson

    Callie Thompsonپیش 5 ماه

    Augmentin is amoxicillin with clavulanic acid so an antibiotic from the penicillin family with an extra ingredient to stop the bacteria from breaking the amoxicillin down

  43. Letitia Smith

    Letitia Smithپیش 5 ماه

    Sending my love and hugs to you all ❤️💖😘😭

  44. Michelle White

    Michelle Whiteپیش 5 ماه

    Oh man, when they lit that candle i lost it😭 i lost my baby this past April, and I’m the only one who misses her. Nobody in my family cares, my boyfriend and i don’t really talk about it because we handled it differently. She would’ve been here next month, and with this month I’m thinking of her extra hard.

  45. Kassie Meyer

    Kassie Meyerپیش 5 ماه

    I got goosebumps and cried when you lit the candle 🕯

  46. Cody Avery

    Cody Averyپیش 5 ماه

    Love you guys!! ❤

  47. Joann Abaygar

    Joann Abaygarپیش 5 ماه

    I think when Emma older. She will ask who brynn is.

  48. mcrchickenluvr

    mcrchickenluvrپیش 5 ماه

    Augmentin is a form of penicillin. But be forewarned, it can cause a lot of nausea and/or vomiting if she doesn’t eat enough food with it.

  49. Kelsey Richards

    Kelsey Richardsپیش 5 ماه

    Your costumes are Ross with his red sweater and Rachel with the apron and Emma their daughter! It’s perfect! Love it!

  50. Lainey Feather

    Lainey Featherپیش 5 ماه

    Wave of Light for my 5 beautiful angels 👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻👼🏻. My grandbabies up in Heaven xxx 😢 xxx

  51. Michelle Drury

    Michelle Druryپیش 5 ماه

    Thank you so much years I had a stillborn baby girl almost 19 years ago . But I have a rainbow 🌈 baby now she just turned 16 years old her name is laurie Ann drury and her big sissy was named amberlynn Brooke drury I love u guys so much ❤️🥰

  52. Ann Lara

    Ann Laraپیش 5 ماه

    Augmentin is an antibiotic. Taking it will help not to get infection. Animals mouths are not to clean. Always better safe than sorry.

  53. The Tajalle Family

    The Tajalle Familyپیش 5 ماه

    Much love from us up here in Seattle ♡

  54. Carolyn Kor

    Carolyn Korپیش 5 ماه

    I know that having Emma and pregnant with twins the pain is still there with the loss of your first born daughter. God Bless your family

  55. JC lives

    JC livesپیش 5 ماه

    You have to expect more as she's getting older just have first aid kit in car or in the nappy bag from a mum with experience behide me and now my kids are in the 20's now

  56. BlueMoon

    BlueMoonپیش 5 ماه

    Now crying

  57. 85michellemybelle

    85michellemybelleپیش 5 ماه

    We call augmentin the poopy medicine so make sure to quickly change her diaper bc it could lead to rash ❤️

  58. Jane Owen

    Jane Owenپیش 5 ماه

    I love to see young couples keeping things real and being so positive. Don’t ever change!! 🥰

  59. 1ninjatiger

    1ninjatigerپیش 5 ماه

    I know you are taking your doctors advice but augmentin should only be used when a proven bacterial infection is present. Using antibiotics as a precaution is what causes drug resistant bacteria. Taken from augmentins own web page .... INDICATIONS To reduce the development of drug resistant bacteria and maintain the effectiveness of AUGMENTIN (amoxicillin/clavulanate potassium) and other antibacterial drugs, AUGMENTIN should be used only to treat infections that are proven or strongly suspected to be caused by susceptible bacteria. When culture and susceptibility information are available. Limitations Of Use When susceptibility test results show susceptibility to amoxicillin, indicating no beta-lactamase production, AUGMENTIN should not be used.

  60. Jessica Aide

    Jessica Aideپیش 5 ماه

    I cant remember if I said this before but I am beyond happy for you both! You guys are wonderful parents

  61. Jennifer Abboud

    Jennifer Abboudپیش 5 ماه

    it's an antibiotic! I use to take it when I used to get fevers

  62. anna burns

    anna burnsپیش 5 ماه

    Oh my gosh. I got the chills as soon as the candle got lit.

  63. Summer Breeze

    Summer Breezeپیش 5 ماه

    Made me cry :( eho Babysit’s her now ur mom moved

  64. Cali’s Land

    Cali’s Landپیش 5 ماه

    You guys should get one candle that you lite every year for her and put it away. This is sweet thing sorry for youe loss

  65. Jessyca Irving

    Jessyca Irvingپیش 5 ماه

    I light a candle for your sweet Brynn EVERY year, I love you guys

  66. Jessyca Irving

    Jessyca Irvingپیش 5 ماه

    It’s antibiotic

  67. Sophia Pitsillos

    Sophia Pitsillosپیش 5 ماه

    You and Justin are so strong! I love you all so much . Sending love and hugs to all of you . I’m glad that Emma is feeling better. ❤️😍😘

  68. Courtney Marie

    Courtney Marieپیش 5 ماه

    I got bit on Saturday by a unknown insect. And on Monday I had to go to urgent care because the bite was becoming red all the way around to the front of my hand and swelling. They put me on antibiotics as well. Loved the candle lighting for sweet big sister Brynn it was so touching. I can just picture you all doing it next year with the twins.

  69. Mere Stasio

    Mere Stasioپیش 5 ماه

    Amish? Or Irish girl?

  70. Joeie Rex

    Joeie Rexپیش 5 ماه

    Yup antibiotic.

  71. Gerry Ryan

    Gerry Ryanپیش 5 ماه

    I was going to say it sounded like Emma was teething. Sending love and hugs xx

  72. Sheri VanderLinde

    Sheri VanderLindeپیش 5 ماه

    I love how you say aaaal this toy mess... That is nothing compared to my toy room by the end of the day.

  73. Meaning in the Mundane

    Meaning in the Mundaneپیش 5 ماه

    I’m sorry that Emma got bit at the petting zoo! It was so cute seeing her so happy in it though. She looked like she was right in her element! And what a sweet way to honor Brynn!

  74. Reflections and love

    Reflections and loveپیش 5 ماه

    That choked me up big time, Brynn is always with you, loads of love to you guys xxxx

  75. Penny and Crew

    Penny and Crewپیش 5 ماه

    Handmaids tale

  76. Nana's House

    Nana's Houseپیش 5 ماه

    Awe... The Flintstones!!! Love it! She's going to make the cutest little pebbles!!! (Did I guess it right?)😄

  77. Korilyn Tinney

    Korilyn Tinneyپیش 5 ماه

    i dont think so...

  78. Mabel Parra Iglesias

    Mabel Parra Iglesiasپیش 5 ماه

    for SURE ross and rachel!

  79. JessicaSloan

    JessicaSloanپیش 5 ماه

    Glad Emma is doing better!! We had a situation last month! Our 18 month old got his first set of stitches because he was running around and hit his face off the bed frame 😭😭. He handled it like a champ. His dad and I.. not so much lol

  80. M&K Forever

    M&K Foreverپیش 5 ماه

    Yes augmentim is a antibiotic

  81. Bethany Klanderman

    Bethany Klandermanپیش 5 ماه

    Is Emma going to be a beet? Justin could be Dwight and Rachelle could be Angela? Just a guess!

  82. Haley Mcwaters

    Haley Mcwatersپیش 5 ماه

    She will forever have her guardian angel , so beautiful 😍